Tag: writing
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on the couch
in a week, the rusty orange couch i’ve grown accustomed to will probably be moved out. if in-a-week me were writing this, she’d be on the cold hard wood, surrounded by boxes. in a week and two days, i’ll be home. the dry warmth of my suburb of los angeles around me. the city of…
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finding my nest
today i went to the fifth floor of one of my classroom buildings, locked the door, and opened my computer. i logged onto my therapist’s portal and waited for 9 minutes until she logged on. and, then, i couldn’t hear her and then we called and then we facetimed. and then i talked about my…
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august 4th 8 AM thoughts
being a teenage girl is wild and crazy and fun and… also the worst. growing up on social media, i have a theoretical record of all of the phases of my life (except for the fact that i’ve deleted hundreds of photos off of my instagram for the sake of my OCD). but, i remember…
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you’ve read this post before
i always feel guilty coming back here every few months and promising to do better, to write more. don’t get me wrong, i love to write. heck, i added a writing (ish) major on top of my current one. but when school is going at 100 mph and i have a new job and i’m…
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an ordinary extraordinary thing
i was reading poems about you to my best friend today. i cringed at the words i once associated with you. “it’s weird because i can’t remember feeling that way about him” she told me that even if you were ordinary or what we had was ordinary, you made me feel extraordinary things. that’s how…
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my therapist was proud of me today. and for the first time, i was proud back. not taking anyone’s shit, even from the ones i love the most. oh how younger me would smile. smile at my blonde hair, big boots, and the names i’ve took.
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a letter to the snow
dear boston snow, thank you for making this california girl smile. i still don’t know how to layer for you. i can’t believe high 30’s is starting to feel warm. i wore birkenstocks in you yesterday (don’t yell at me they’re plastic and it wasn’t snowing). i used to think you were pretty, but sometimes…
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my resolutions
hello there 2021! it is i, caroline, back to writing on her blog! i hope this year, i can grow my audience and be that much more active on here (though i’ve always said that with little to no avail). so, to start off this year on a high note, i want to write about…
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my style
i know it’s been a common theme on this blog to muse about the style that i want to have and the steps i have to go through to get there, but i wanted to give an update. since the beginning of this school year, i’ve probably purchased 20-30 new pieces of clothing, which is…