Category: the archives
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a shitty boy poem
here’s a poem i found in my notebook… i no longer have feelings for either of these men so it’s quite funny to me. old and first you know my body familiar you know my heart knows to skip a beat you excite me with new experiences – how do you feel about me? sometimes…
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finding my nest
today i went to the fifth floor of one of my classroom buildings, locked the door, and opened my computer. i logged onto my therapist’s portal and waited for 9 minutes until she logged on. and, then, i couldn’t hear her and then we called and then we facetimed. and then i talked about my…
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august 4th 8 AM thoughts
being a teenage girl is wild and crazy and fun and… also the worst. growing up on social media, i have a theoretical record of all of the phases of my life (except for the fact that i’ve deleted hundreds of photos off of my instagram for the sake of my OCD). but, i remember…
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a trip to the mfa
i never really talk about *boston* things that i do (mainly because i don’t want to be found), but around two months ago i went to the museum of fine arts with my little and it was one of my favorite days of the past semester, so i thought i’d commemorate it with pictures and…
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you’ve read this post before
i always feel guilty coming back here every few months and promising to do better, to write more. don’t get me wrong, i love to write. heck, i added a writing (ish) major on top of my current one. but when school is going at 100 mph and i have a new job and i’m…
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an ordinary extraordinary thing
i was reading poems about you to my best friend today. i cringed at the words i once associated with you. “it’s weird because i can’t remember feeling that way about him” she told me that even if you were ordinary or what we had was ordinary, you made me feel extraordinary things. that’s how…
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my therapist was proud of me today. and for the first time, i was proud back. not taking anyone’s shit, even from the ones i love the most. oh how younger me would smile. smile at my blonde hair, big boots, and the names i’ve took.
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what some of my spotify playlists mean
last night, i made a playlist to cry to and i realized that all of my playlists are just little random moments that turn into something i listen to constantly. while some of them have phased out, i thought it would be fun to explain the backstories behind a couple of my playlists. what i…
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style select: beth harmon
by far the most popular *series* on my blog has been my style select posts and, for me, they’re some of the most fun to write, especially since each one is a little different from the last. today, i want to gush about the looks on netflix’s hit limited series: the queen’s gambit. and, who…